伊丽莎白1998

I don't know what feeling is.

I don't know what touch is,

I don't know how the pear tastes,

I don't know the pain ,the hunger,the sadness,even the love...

But I'm alive as an angel to help the people who are going to die...

Until I saw your firm blue eyes staring at me carrying something called

faith.

I suddenly felt that I woule be never alive unless to feel you.

Your hair,your skin, your hands and your heart...

So I decide to give up my enternal life to fall from the sky to fall in love with you.

When I woke up,I saw the red blood and smiled...

Even if nobody understood me , I still don't regret what I have done.

I became you,I came to you, came to my own rescue to be a real man to live a real life.

All this because I love you, I want to feel you ,feel my love...

No matter what the end is ,no matter whether you love me ,no matter one day I will see you off or I will die...

I still want to be with you,because I know we belong together and we are soulmate.

Maybe is the punishment from the god,you love me and leave me,

I finally knew what the real love is and what a living life is...

All I could do is to beg them the one I used to be not to take you from me...

I can't see them as you can't see me before,but I can feel them as I am longing to feel you.

In the moring as I used to be, with all the angel friends around me,they are listening to the music played from the heaven of the god which I can't hear from now on...

But my feet are immersed in the sea to feel the wave just like the hard time without you...

I plunged into the water to feel the existence

Living for feeling...

 

 

Then a song :

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
There's always one reason to feel not good enough,
and it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
some comfort here

 

 

Love, like the pears.
sweet, juicy，soft on your tongue .Grainy……like sugary sand that dissolves in your mouth.
It is perfect.
Seth give up his existence as he knows it, he give up the music on the sunrise, he give up eternity and become human, just for love.
Although she dead ,they don`t become forever, while it is magic.
For the touching……

I would wonder to have one breath of hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. one
Facing the ocean, he laughes, he laughes, they laughes.
Yes ,for the touching……

We know one day we will be dying ,
We know it is life,
Just bitter and sweet,
Just dramatic and magic,
Just because we can feel it ,
Never change even with the forever.

I just want to be myself,
I just want to be together with you .
This afternoon , I just said I was escaping from the love.

No, god tell me it is wrong, immediately.
Yes, I knew.

Learn from it.
Love the life.
Life is just what happened .

整部电影里给我印象最深的便是那本《A Moveable Feast》和熟透了的梨子。

这本书最初的出现是伴着嘈杂读书声但安静图书馆里一位长者的朗诵：
（You expected to be sad in the fall. Part of you died each year when the leaves fell from the trees and their branches were bare against the wind and the cold, wintry light.） But you knew there would always be the spring, as you knew the river would flow again after it was frozen. When the cold rains kept on and killed the spring, it was as though a young person had died for no reason.

他把书放在她的枕边，“You knew there'd always be a spring”，于是她去图书馆找书的主人，遇见他。
As I ate the oysters with their strong taste of the sea and their faint metallic taste as I drank their cold liquid from each shell and washed it down with the crisp taste of the wine. I lost the empty feeling and began to be happy


他想知道味道到底是什么样子的，让她像海明威那样描述梨子的味道：
Sweet
Juicy
Soft on your tongue
Grainy like a sugary sand that dissolves in your mouth

其实他更想知道爱情的味道。
于是为她不顾一切从高空跌下成为凡人，尝到血的味道，开心的像个孩子蹦着跳着。
而就在这一切都好起来的时候，她骑单车都那么幸福，却是出了车祸，路上有跌落的梨子。
《I Grieve》响起的时候，雨水倾泻，欢笑的孩童，只有悲伤的他，还有梨子的味道。

爱情，永远定格在盛开状态。


I would rather have had one breath of her hair
one kiss of her mouth
one touch of her hand
than an eternity without it

One……

这个One
还有梨子的味道，还有海浪的味道……

经典的电影总离不开经典的音乐，就像我倾注于太多感情Elliott Smith的《Good Will Hunting》。


转：　　

负责该片音乐的是法籍配乐大师Gabriel Yared，他曾为《英国病人》、《情人》等多部爱情文艺片做过配乐。但在这张大碟中他却只亲自操刀了最后的四首，而把重点放在了将诸多知名流行与摇滚乐队或个人的创作协调起来。从20世纪六七十年代的Jimi Hendrix、Eric Clapton、Peter Gabriel，八十年代的U2，到近年来的Alanis Morissette、Paula Cole、Sarah Mclachlan等，无一不增加了本碟的卖点。U2恍惚迷离的一曲《If God Will Send His Angel》奏响了影片的序曲，仿佛预示着这故事的虚幻，Bono冷调的声音却似乎多了几分悲悯。而两位摇滚元老级人物JimiHendrix和Eric Clapton的旧作《Red House》和《Further On Up The Rord》出现在影片中，则给细腻缠绵的音乐平添了几分旧日激情。Peter Gabriel轻柔妙曼的琐碎音符铺陈出恢弘的音乐画卷，《I Grieve》一曲中前后的反差正与影片中男女主人公的情绪相呼应。在《Uninvited》中，Alanis Morissette发出的呼喊与澎湃的鼓声及低调的钢琴声相互交缠，Jude柔情的嗓音演绎的一曲《I Know》自有一番动人的力量。《Feeling Love》那跳落之间的鼓声像是在撞击着听者的胸膛，而Paula Cole含糊不清的嗓音似乎在召唤着天使的来临。与此不同的是Goo Goo Dolls的《Iris》，沧桑沙哑的声线，动情的演唱，渲染着影片悲悯深情的爱之主题，而这种悲悯之中又蕴涵着激情，给人勇气去直面真实而又平凡的人生。点题之作《Angel》在我看来，是全碟中最为清澈温暖的一曲。Sarah Mclachlan舒缓的嗓音，行云流水般的钢琴声，宛如一股清泉从听者心中流淌而过，抚慰着你所有源于过去的伤痛与苦楚。当你闭上疲惫的双眼，在静夜里聆听这首歌，你能看到天使在夜空中缓缓飘过。当它消逝之时，淡淡伤感中绽放的美丽与这首歌一起已在你心中烙下了难以磨灭的印记。

最后，Gariel Yared以飘渺的女和声，细腻滑落的吉他和弦，凄婉的小提琴，悲悯大气的弦乐为影片优美的主题意境画上了圆满的句号。

天使，曾经停留
无聊的时候总喜欢看看曾经看过的经典电影
今天温习的是天使之城，真的很好
喜欢凯奇，很忧郁，很专著，眼睛深邃，仿佛有着千言万语，望不到边。
电影中很多地方让人深刻

天使迷茫的望着女医生，碰触是什么感觉，美好吗，真实吗，眼中无限的孤独，渴求。

梨子的味道是酸酸的带点甜，多汁的，在舌尖的触感很好

夜晚降临，女医生在屋中徘徊着，在祈祷或者只是在默念着，思念如水，那一刻，感触着，感受着，聆听着。

孤独的天使站在高高的天台上，下面车水马龙，繁华似锦。张开双臂，毅然的跳落，什么都可以放弃，割舍，那样的坚决，执着，义无返顾。虽然浑身狼狈，疼痛，但是眼神高兴的象个孩子，笑容满面，手舞足蹈，心是那样的愉悦。

第一次嗅到花香。看到颜色。第一次呼吸。第一次品尝梨子的滋；第一次感受疼痛。伤心，第一次那样的全心的爱着她，守护着她。

天使终于降落凡间。而女医生却又车祸不幸身亡。对不起，我把一起都搞砸了。
如果你早知道结局，还是否会来？会的，可以闻到她的发香。可以拥抱，体会，可以触摸就已足够。
没有碰触，感触 感受 感觉，永生又有何用

曾经看过这样一本书，女孩是一很有画画天分的画家，才华横溢，可是惟独想象不出天堂的样子。老教授气急败坏的吼着，用心，用心去看，去体会。
后来女孩恋爱了。可是病魔缠身，在思念的时候女孩总是画着男孩的脸庞。一张一张，用心至极，那一刻，天堂已不远。
再后来女孩病故，男孩子终身未娶。几千张男孩的素描散落一地，天堂已置身其中。


某个时刻，天使曾经停留，在某个角落，可能遗忘或者不曾发现，默默注视，错过，就难再寻
某个瞬间，仿佛置身天堂，只是感觉可能转瞬即失，再遇难求
有时候，期待着流星，即使只是划过。但是，掠过，燃烧的瞬间，照亮天际
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

希伯来书1章14节：天使岂不都是服役的灵,奉差遣为那将要承受救恩的人效力吗?

可以说，在影片前二十分钟我的心被抓住了，完全陷入在Meg Ryan那种心情当中。因为我刚刚体验过看见自己亲人悲泣的离去，自己却毫无能力。Meg Ryan也被这种无力感所压住，以至于怀疑自己一直胜任的工作。在命运之神面前，我们能做什么呢...

如同Meg Ryan在Nicolas Cage的安慰下恢复心情一样，我的心情也随之恢复过来。结果趋向完美理性的大脑又在飞快挑剔影片种种不合理之处，甚至是情节。停，人来扮演的天使本来就不合逻辑，我又何必在此钻牛角间呢，何不欣赏影片中种种巧妙之处。

一位老师说过，天使按照工作可大致分成三类：第一类是敬拜的天使，譬如路西弗，他全然美丽，却从天上坠落；第二类是传讯息的天使，譬如加百列；第三类是争战的天使，譬如天使长米迦勒。按Nicolas Cage自己所说，他是个信使。可惜不像加百列报的是喜讯，他却是来带走离开世界的人。

Nicolas Cage陷入爱情，他却没办法体会人类的感觉，触摸、颜色、香味... 我没法体会天使的感觉，因为我只是个人。但是回想生活中平平淡淡的举动，却不禁感恩，为何我们竟然拥有天使都没有的身体和感觉？

手指轻轻在皮肤上滑动时，感觉到一丝痒意；洗衣服时把手插入水中，何等清凉的感觉；拥抱朋友时，感到对方身体的温暖；咀嚼美味食物时，这是何等的满足..... 生活中原来有这么多美好的细节等着我们去捕捉。

触摸，何等美妙的感觉，感谢上帝。

每一日，他站在高处俯瞰世界，然后无能为力。
他领略人世的美丽，聆听人类的心声，然后无能为力。
他在每个人身前或身后，观看他们的人生，不能触碰，然后无能为力。
这是不是当一名天使的悲哀？

她是一名医生，与死神争命，然后无能为力。
哪怕她手里握着别人的心脏，依然无能为力。
世上有许多的事无可改变，无论是天使还是医生，他们都无法改写别人的命运，可他们却要目睹生死的上演。

后来他们相遇，有缘的人才可以感受到天使的存在，才可以解读天使的眼神，那么深的眼神：孤独，忧伤，诉说着强烈的无力感。他们像两个同病相怜的孩子，脆弱，看了太多生离死别，依然无法阅尽沧桑——有种情绪叫做悲悯。于是他们可以轻易的看到对方的眼里，那种仿若相识千年之前，如今恍然重逢的熟悉感。
男人自万丈之上纵身一跃，只为有具血肉之躯，只为真真切切的与她共度人生，他满面脏污，风尘仆仆，满心的喜悦却不可名状，那种他游荡人间天上千载都不曾有过的扎实的喜悦，可上帝手里的牌无数反复，再明媚的阳光都挡不住势必将行的死亡。他奋勇的投身尘世，她却被匆忙召唤离开凡间——生命之河极难涉过，一不小心终于让河水带走。
冰冷的海水慢慢的溢过他那凡人的躯体，经历另一番脱胎换骨的挣扎——男人最后选择做一个天使，再不会狂喜，但已然释然——至少，我喜欢这样的结局，因为不会多一场死亡。